Orientation 2009

I feel the mood to blog today lol.but i just dont think i can pen down much in a blog.maybe a better way to know it is to ask me personally haha..

anyways, kudos to the 9th Student Council and the 10th batch of PJC students. It was a fantastically spirited orientation which deserved the principal's appraisal. An orientation which surpassed the previous. well done!

and thus end my post today.(farveen, i updated =p)

yes and 8th council rawks.thanks for taking time to come down and commemorate this wonderful occasion=D

woolalaa

gonna be back soon haha...after my chalet trip that is xD

sigh.

i wonder if its stress haha. or maybe im just fatigued. i dont feel like moving on.
i feel that i've taken extreme blows from many aspects of my life and im growing
weak,unmotivated.my heart says to rest,my mind insists on moving, my body stagnates.
ahh.maybe too much work isnt good haha.

anyway..this sat's gonna be one of the last time the council will be together (:
seriously hope not but...im trying to face reality.last activity as a group so lets do it well together haha.
Yes.and please thank these people who worked hard for it...
1) wilfred
2) Zhi Lun
3) Lewis
4) Timothy
yeap...and soon our event comm ICs will rush work too haha...
yanbing,farveen and timo good luck =)
lalalalala.

sorry..

sorry everyone.wont be around till after my A's. please take care of yourselves =D

thoughts...

i was speaking to this sec 4 boy who would be taking olvls at the end of the year. he said he wanted to get into rjc,he wanted to get a scholarship. at that split second, that boy reminded me of myself.i had wanted to work towards those goals as well.i had obviously failed myself and i started thinking of why i had those goals initially...

it came to me that i had always lived in the world where miracles would come true and hopes forever lasted. Is it a really good thing? To keep myself in denial of physical limitations like time or even capability..maybe watching one piece(the show in which perseverance and everlasting will will eventually triumph) has seriously deviated my mindset towards denial.but,hopes are the driving forces for life.i hope to be a lawyer, hence i must study hard.i hope to have a good life,hence i must work hard.i hope to achieve great things in life,hence i must do well.my every hope results in my every conviction.do i throw all these away to run away from the life of denial? should i release myself frm the facade concealing my eyes for the many many years?is it time to retreat than to continue venturing into the isle of unknown?
THIS IS KILLING ME. CYNICISM has really eroded my convictions.All i feel like doing now...is to lie on the grass patch and count the number of stars in the dark night.
To waste myself away,while i find myself again.